Enter the Heaven Door

A Closing Chapter

2005-10-26T15:54:00.000+08:00

Angel will be busy for a while... and as of the momment this will be the closing chapter of her life in this book... a new chapter will be open and Angels life will continue ^_^

Angel... missing you...

2005-06-24T16:40:00.000+08:00

Angel, will be missing the people whom she share good memories with... becaue time is getting near and Angel need to go and face a new life.... will Angel survive?

Angel will cherish all the memories to the end, no matter how sad that hurt her so deeply, making her want to forget them. if she will face it and bear with them, it will make her a strong person... somday... someday eventually.... =_=

Angel Pushing Thru....

2005-05-15T21:44:00.000+08:00

A lot of challenge has been going thru Angel's life but she still push thru because she know that this is another her challenge in life to make her life better and also for her future

"you can do it Angel~!" ^_^ always remember that angel... someone will always be there guide you and someone will always be by your side ^_^ *angels somewhere out there*

Brand New Day

2005-05-11T16:28:00.000+08:00

"start a day with no worries and anxieties" that is always Angel thinking to start her brand new day...

a lot of problems come in a day but Angel always thinks its a challenge for her to improve her skills and it is for the better and also for her future...

Angel Busy Days

2005-05-10T04:06:00.000+08:00

Days really pass so fast and Angel been busy and she really work so hard to prove to others that what they think of her is wrong... Angel don't care about what is happening to her right now... All she cares is to work so hard and patience to reach her goal and to work for her future...

Angel everyday journal

2005-03-29T20:04:00.000+08:00

It's been a while, Angel been busy lately, just now Angel got time to visit her journal... and yes it's really been while a lot of changes happen. This journal will be kind of short to summarize all the happenings. Angel will do her very best to prove to others that what they think of her is wrong.

Angel's Inspiration...

2005-03-10T11:03:00.000+08:00

As days pass by... Angel thought of everything that has happen and decided to go on but she knew that, that won't be that easy... As Angel was recovering she saw something that make her go on... and realizes that she can lean on other people, at first she insisted but she will try... But she prefer deal things alone because she do not want to drag other people to her problems... as she go on with her life... she tells herself that no matter what happens "Someone's watching over me"

Is Angel leaving...? Is the decision right or wrong...?

2005-02-16T11:44:00.000+08:00

As days pass by, Angel is lonely even other people is cheering her up... But still she cannot take away her loneliness and depression inside her... Until Angel decided to leave...? Is the decision right? or wrong?

She will sacrifice a lot and she will surely miss a lot, when she leave her current position... not only other people but also her good friends and what she is doing... she's there already one year loh~ surely she will miss them much because even just for only one year she have lots of good and bad memories... This make her cry....

Angel, the Lonely Blue Fox . . .

2005-02-12T11:40:00.000+08:00

Days are passing, Angel fell the loneliness until the depression reaches her already... she's lifeless whenever she go to her work place... Angel always asks herself... "What will happen next? I can't take it anymore... >.<

Angel told herself... "I think, much better, I should not depend on others anymore... the more you depend the more you get hurt..." and starting from this day... Angel starts to walk alone again and don't want to depend on others anymore as much as possible... and she called herself 'Angel, the Lonely Blue Fox'

Will Angel be left alone again . . . ?

2005-02-09T18:56:00.000+08:00

Things happen so fast... el's gone, baby chi is gone... and all seems to change again...

... Yes, all things happens with reasons... but why? why Angel will be separated? And this is why that makes Angel sad again... not just an ordinary sad but the sad of that no one can ever feel... will this never stop? will Angel be left alone again . . .?

Angel on Trial - III

2005-02-09T17:13:00.000+08:00

Days has past, angel is working 1 year loh~ Angel have lots of memories in her life in working... good times and bad times... her batchmates and colleages like cole, Dj, jamin V., jone, lith, jeng, kat, nnet, paul, vic, VAngel, TMarc, Jroom, lai, yash, stason, jei, jacq, carl, elsie, chris G., chris D., nicz, baby chi... because of her group that made her strong and that made her stay to the group... but things seems to changed again... when will this stop? this is not the meaning that she is weak.. but she's asking when this will stop? are all these comming to her life as a challenge to her?

Angel on Trial - II

2005-02-06T19:13:00.000+08:00

As days past by... Angel became close to her group and she became welcomed again.. Angel thought that she'll be alone again but not..

Juy is the head of their group. But for the group, Juy is not the type of leader because he cannot fight for his people....

One day, something happen to baby chi and it will really affect his career, baby chi confess to the group what really happen, but other people want to ruin his identity... Angel was very angry of what have happen but she cannot do anything... Angel confront Juy, Juy explain to her... Juy says, "Angel, I really fight for baby chi but the evidence is strong... I have done what I can... I am really sorry Angel..." The word that Juy has say to Angel, Angel didn't feel the impact... So she do the investigation by herself just to clear baby chis' name, because Angel loved baby chi very much, as her lil' brother... But things happened fast... El was gone and now baby chi is gone... Why this is happening...

Angel on Trial - I

2005-02-06T19:12:00.000+08:00

El's angel was separated... and Angel was by herself now... at first she do not feel the group because she is alone again.... and one time, Juy tells her that he have future career path for her but one day, Juy just drop her without saying anything, that is why Angel does not much like Juy... At first, Angel was alone by herself again... Is Angel really alone by herself . . . ?

The Best of the Best . . . ?

2005-02-06T17:14:00.000+08:00

A group was not intentionally formed... they call themselves the strong one... Angel was belong to that group... the group compose of wing, nicz, chilles, baby chi, guardian and angel... this group was formed unintentionally and they became the best of all... From friendship to professionalism, from their own group to other group, their group was the most silent of all groups. Their bonding was different from others... and their Trust was different, really different from others, because they are true to each other and never kept anything from each other... but of course not all... =D But sometimes the other group want to destroy angels' group. As one big group, you should be act as one right? Not ruining other group and other people... Is it competing for a group on a big group? Is it right for them to compete? Is it a competition for the best of the best . . .?

El's Angel on Trial

2005-02-05T21:04:00.000+08:00

When el was gone, the el's angel gone thru lots of hard ship and trial... before the friendship of angel happen... the angels tried to be strong so they can not be separated but people who want to break them is much stronger than them, that's why the friendship of angels happen... they go to their separate ways.... and don't have much time with each other that much anymore because of issues going around... This really hurt angels feeling but she need to go on that's why until now she's there to look after the two other angels.... but still life must go on...

Friendship of Angels

2005-02-04T02:13:00.000+08:00

A lil' girl named angel, met two girl and a guy... the girls named jone, lith and the guy named el, they were very close friends... when angel met them, angel have her own world, walking alone... angel was a lonely girl, she call herself the lonely fox, every time that they (jone, lith, and el) invited angel, angel always decline them, but one day, they approached angel and bloom angel, and angel is not alone anymore because of them... and they became close.... they call themselves the el's angel....

One day el need to go... sadness filled the angels heart... but life need to go on... even it really hurts... el's gone but the angels are take caring of each other and never let each other go... but one day, angel and lith fought, but what angel did was right and for lith good... but because of what have happened.... lith forget angel as if she never met angel... passes angel by like angel is not there... Is angel wrong on what she did to lith? Why lith is doing that to angel....

Angel told jone about it and she told jone that all angel want is to let jone know what is happening in the friendship of angels but pleading jone not to do anything because angel don't want that happen to the relationship of jone and lith. angel told jone... "Jone, what I did is for lith's good, but if lith want to look it in the other way, I cannot do anything but to adjust with the situation, I will not force myself to find a place in lith's life, if that lith's really wanted." even that hurts angels feeling while telling jone... angel drove herself away from lith even that hurts angels' feeling... and hoping that lith will understand what angel did and told her was for her (lith's) good....

Enter to the Heavens Door

2005-02-02T21:54:00.000+08:00

Hi...

This is my very first post... and welcome to the Heavens Den ^_^ Just call me Angel for short... other people also call me by that name ^_^ and some other people says that I look like Korean, Hong Kong etc... XD but I am just a plain and simple chinese person... living in the Philippines.. ^_^

Short description about me... Im a simple chinese person who have a lots of goals and dreams and hope I can reach them one by one... and I want to meet some asian friends (Taiwan, Korean, Singapore, Japan, etc.) hope we can be good friends... ^_^

if ever people will see this post... nice meeting you all and hope we can be good friends... ^_^